It is back again

It comes suddenly,
Out of nowhere, no reason
It is back again.

It burns in my heart,
It feeds on my doubts, my fears,
Growing within me.

Dark ink of my mind,
Black dot on the i of life,
It is back again.

I hate it, am it.
Loneliness is in my mind,
It is back again.

I’m an unshed tear,
A word that is not said yet
But that I can hear.